I actually hate the fact that I'm not 21 yet.  I hate not being able to go places at night...just to sit and talk with friends.  gah.

Why does it seem that everyone is busy the same night?

Life is not so good right now.  I just want to curl up and cry.

Wow.

That was rather emotional.  I hate myself.

Anyway- what I wanted to say was-

<3you're amazing.  but i hate how you let me rule your life.  so you had plans tonight...go.  even though it might seem that i'm upset from what i wrote above...it doesn't mean that you're what i'm upset at...wow that didn't make much sense but i think you can figure it out.  thanks for being with me tonight  i'm glad i've got you around, kid<3

Wow...it's definatly been awhile...and xanga definatly looks different since the last time I've blogged here.

Tomorrow is Easter...I'm fixing to paint Easter Eggs as we speak...what fun, 'eh?

I'm not really sure what I wanted to accomplish in this update...

Perhaps this.

I'm not quite sure what has gotten into you...heh...I'm not quite sure what has gotten into me.  It just seems as if you've lost interest or something...We don't even have real conversations anymore..which...irritates me..especially since 95% of the time you get upset when I decide to sign off...when half the time, you're signing off 3 minutes later...

Should I even bother caring anymore?

Wow.  It seems as if I left xanga feeling shitty and I came back to xanga feeling just as shitty...life is grand 'eh?

-x

It's been awhile.  I guess I lost interest...

We'll just put it this way:  I'm not happy.

Dance pictures today...

Hmm I'm not quite sure why I still update this...